as the rain pours
when the rain poured
if the rain had poured
i wish i am, was, would be
standing in the rain

sometimes i feel like doing something but i never have the courage to do them
take my bag and run off to somewhere
do the things i promise to do
dare to dream and make my dreams a reality
say some words to someone
run into the rain and play
fall in love and believe in it
say sorry and forgive myself
tell my parents how wonderful they are
be a little more honest
make that all important first step to everything
perhaps my greatest weakness is my fear
my fear that once i forgive myself
i would end up forgiving everything i do
and forget that i ever did wrong
perhaps
if i think a little deeper
actually...i do not know what i want
either i am pretending to know what i want
or i am refusing what i want
maybe
none of the two
just someone
who does not know how to be honest
and forgive himself