wonderful, wonderful, o so wonderful!
all is easy, paths are smooth, roads are clear
and majesty of some glorious new kingdom shines before the new horizon
walls of gold, pillars of jewels, windows of crystals
welcome welcome, o you are so welcome!

glory, glory, o so glorified!
the way is easy, the signs are clear, the company is merry
and the songs never ends
of victories, champions, and good deeds
you are here, you are here, and so are you!

glory to the nations and communities all here
gathered at the last border that separates life and death
glory to the smiling faces, the leaders and the rich men
dead certain of their everlasting life

Alas!

the prostitutes, the beggars, the lepors, the poor, the starving, the sick, the cursed, the tax-collectors, the thieves, the adulterers, the lustrous, the gluttons, the murderers, the incestuous, the gossipers, the back-stabbers, the liars,

where are you?
crying?
in the dark.
deprived. unsaved. wretched. charred. pierced. stoned.
scratching their poor skin to relieve themselves from the burning sensation.
where are you?
six feet below? mass graveyards and temporary tombstones?
where are you?
crying.
reaching for a white robe.
a dove comes.

come.
your way is nearer to heaven.
come.


have you looked at the evening sky
ashen clouds filling the cold and solemn looking ceiling
the sun breaks through
a lukewarm embrace of the land
with rays of light filtering through the kingdom walls
have you ever wondered?
how we can stare at the mighty sun in the evenings?
twilight.
the state when we are again close to heaven.

i am far away. a witness. with a burden. without the ox's strength. with a hope. without a plan.
i am walking away. afraid. convinced. an impossibility. doomed from the beginning. must guard. cannot succumb. i may offend. weird person. i am. but it must be done. it must be done.
i am an actor. an annoying presence to peace-makers. those comfortable. i must not be near. i must not harm. hurt. alone. such weird attitude. let me be. you are far away. i am. i am stubborn. i believe. i can't help it. i still believe. cannot compromise. cannot pretend. honesty. meekness. honesty. haha. please. how. cannot. the. end. cannot begin. fear. over. cannot say. protect. step. back. crazy days. crazy man. hello.