farewell.
though i am still around.
goodbye.
though i still speak
tschues.
obwohl ich noch lieb'

i flow into a deeper shade of blue
hoisting me out of that stubborn slumber
i float through some storms, whirlpools, tsunamis
but this calmness has its sinister feel to it
therefore i lift myself up from the rest.
paddling away to somewhere far
find somewhere safer
away from a possible mess
i cannot ask for more. just understanding.
die Liebe ist wahr.
wenn ich oben am Berg stehen koennte,
should i with all my might
shout out these words.
"Ich lieb' dich!"
but i do not have that left in me. to anyone for that matter.
sonders du.to laugh. to share. to care and give. to lend a hand. to listen. to stand it all.
aber: "nicht so nett bitte."
Einverstanden.

diese Gefuehle. i shall pass these to a green butterfly. to where it would bring to, i wonder.
"du bist ein Lieb-Lieder." only halfway sang.
to these voices to my head i must put an end. songs, prose, poems, screams. stories.
and i shall smile anyway.