#first fragment

if silence can be so gently expressed by words, I will likely blurt out a clumsy vulgarity.
the first fragments are the parts of the perfection
in any case, anything will be noise in the context of silence.
I can only be silent by being noisy
I mean that the noise is there to conceal the silence that must be religiously maintained.
my discipline is failing me.
in any case. do not restrict me. prevent me. or stop me.
this is no ritual. this is real.
the moment of silence is a moment of noise.
the first fragments are the traces of the perfection
I can only do what I must do and will do.
this is not rehearsed. this is real.
a fragmented reality of noise over the silence
you cannot know what this silence constitutes.
the first fragments are the manifestations of the perfection
the perfection hides
therefore it is silently concealing itself.
do not ask. and I will not move.
do not speak and I will not struggle.
time passes anyway
while I fly to mars.
no!
pluto, where I will not be remembered as I was before
but only as someone or something you determine
the first fragments are
I am silent.