heavy is the heart that bears the weight of the mind
the subject is at odds with the object
both conscious
not up or down
inward
the manifestation is inward
the conviction is inward
the confrontation is not that is presented before you
but at the point of darkness
eyes shut
the leap of faith happens at the precise moment of neither/nor
neither subjectivity nor objectivity
absurdity
once that
the face-to-face happens
and the strife begins