for that little moment of reprieve, I must still remind myself to face the judgement at a later time. there is so much haste in the matter that I have not taken a break to consider the consequence. the sequence of events conspired to ruin my honeymoon of irresponsibility. faced with a new situation, I doubt I have truly analysed my predicament. what predicament? is it not just a little demon that I lifted out from its cradle? if I may indulge a little, it is only a bad design to my mental architecture. And I like that.